Hate my life

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My life is ****ed seriously , even though I am only 16 , sometimes I just feel like ending it all , and just jump down frm my flat , freed of any responsibility . Today , I did not went for this physics remedial , the problem is , the teacher din even inform us the time , and she expect us to be there , only 5 out of 10 attended it , furthermore, the five of them also din know the time , they just waited there like retards , frm 8 to 10 , and the remedial started at 10 . She called my parents , and I wasnt at home (outside studying) and I dunno wat crap did she told them and my mum was fuming . when I got home . My parents confronted me . telling me that the teacher told them that I did not hand in my work or did not do my work , I was like WTF? I am the only one in that class of 10 who hand in the past yr examination papers she gave, voluntarily and she had the cheek to say I dint do my work? My female friend who also did not attend due to the same reason also got a call from her , and she told her parents that she did not do well for the test we did last Friday, which was totally crazy , she did not even attend school last Friday, how could she even did a test?! The thing I hate most is that , my mum confronted me , and said wat she suspect me along time ago , and say wat I turn bad?! . Ya right , she din even trusted me from the start , she thinks I am hanging out with some bad company outside , when I am actually working hard studying outside with my friends . I really feel like this isnt the house I use to have anymore , this is crap , totally crap. She trust the words of an outsider more than the words of mine. This home isnt my home anymore , its more like a place where I eat and sleep , it holds no meaning anymore for me. I am starting to hate it , I am returning home late everyday , studying outside as an excuse to stay away from this place.  I just hate this crap. Issit my fault for things to turn out like this??? , I dun really understand , I really dunno wat to do any more . PS: my teacher is a old hag who dun even have a partner at her age